im here, back again to write ma shiet here
today, im sitting in da living room listen a christmas song (kinda weird)
and open up my OLD FRIENDS BLOG so happy they
have a blog and now i read they old post ALL OF them
and what i feel ?
yeah i miss that fucking shit
always be like.
now i know why im always miss my memories
CAUSE, my current life is not better than my past
thats why my heart (eaa) always said "oh my god get me back to that time"
"ohh shit...." *smile like idiot* "people change, life change" "wheres my happiness?"
now you can see my post is just about a SADNESS WORTHLESS.
i cant do anything, i just can write what i feel right now to calm down my
emotional .
i have no body to talk to
i have no body to smiling to
i just have my own and God
hope my feel is getting better and i can stop this FUCKING SADNESS
and dont need to show an acting that im happy like shit
dont need to pretending that im okay
i know, now im the weakness
im not the person who always happy as before
im not the heartless anymore
NOW I CARE ABOUT ANYTHING, I USED THINK TO MUCH
CAUSE I HAVE NO IDEA ABOUT MY LIFE, PIECE OF SHIT
I HATE THIS FEELING WHY THE FUCK I SHOULD TURN TO BE
LAME
PEOPLE CHANGE WHEN THEY GOT HURT TO MUCH.
NOW I JUST WANT TO KNOW ONE THING
HOW TO RECOVER IT?
AND HOW TO STAND UP FROM THIS SORROW
AS MUCH PEOPLE SAID "TIME WILL RECOVER YOU"
Believe it or not?
NAHHH LIKE WHAT IM SAID, BY WRITING THIS
I HAVE FEEL BETTER .
THANKS BLOG